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[Oct. 22nd, 2008|10:30 pm] |
Ok so resurrecting my lj is pretty much not working out...sorry Doz (I think you're the only one who still visits lol)
Basically I've realized that I have a tendancy to develop unhealthy fixations on the lives of people I don't even know, and I feel like I can only be content when I have people just as fixated on my life as I am on theirs. I'm becoming an adult and I need to focus on my own life and my own problems. LJ is great for some people, just not for me.
I may or may not delete my account, I haven't decided yet. I'll still have my art up on DA if anyone really is interested, but I might start pulling away from there too. We'll see. |
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[Sep. 30th, 2008|03:13 pm] |
So I've been in college for about a week and I'm considering getting back on LJ (I've been reading my friends page pretty much everyday, but I haven't been commenting/posting)
I'm curious if still anyone visits? Care to leave a comment if you do? Just so I know. |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2008|01:09 pm] |
I'm officially out of high school! 8D
The job search is still epic fail :( but I'm not quitting any time soon.
( Read more... ) |
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[Mar. 5th, 2008|10:13 pm] |
Hi.
I'm still alive. Well, a little.
Oh and due to the fact that my school has now been nationally recognized for:
-having rice crispy treats with pot in them
-the grape-sead oil streaker that got tasered in the butt
-being called 'gaylords' by Jon Stewart on the Daily Show
Means that most likely, my school is better than...all other schools. |
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[Feb. 7th, 2008|04:48 pm] |
http://catdragongrl.deviantart.com/art/Teenage-Queen-76757613
:O I actually finished something!! Stupid ballpoint pens looks so awsome then goes and messes up the paper and now the scan looks like crap. >:(
My art teacher wants me to do a surrealist peice with my face as the focus. surrealism+my face=major EW.
My dad's having me use this light box thing while I'm on the computer. Its supposed to simulate the sun and make you happier or something but I think it's just going make my right eye more blind that it already is. We'll see.
I'm taking a photoshop class, for some reason. It's SO boring and all the stuff is REALLY easy, and I don't want people to know how good I am at photoshop because then they'll start asking me for help and there is a lot of people in that class I don't like, so I just help my friend Danni and they all go to her for help now XD Sorry Danni! But the projects and stuff we have to do now are really stupid and tacky. Oh well, at least it's easy. |
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[Jan. 22nd, 2008|02:46 pm] |
Hello my name is super busy. My middle name is super lazy. Just incase you were wondering.
*fail*
I'm done with three of my four exams, dance is slowing down, and next semester I'm going to use my first period to work on art stuff. I'd rather sleep in and not come until second, but my little sister needs a ride to school >:( Oh well. Maybe, just maybe, I can be a tiny bit productive!! |
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[Dec. 31st, 2007|04:51 pm] |
Bye bye 2007!
1. What did you do in 2007 that you'd never done before?
Go on a date :O
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I didn't make any, and I don't plan on making any this year
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Nope
4. Did anyone close to you die?
No
5. What countries did you visit?
None :(
6. What would you like to have in 2008 that you lacked in 2007?
?
7. What date from 2007 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Projekt Revolution because it was freaking amazing!
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Getting invited to OSU honors program was pretty cool...and getting 5's on both my AP tests
9. What was your biggest failure?
Not improving much artisticly
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
I had two surgeries and I'm sure I got sick at some point.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
My ticket to PR? No, my parents got that. I guess my bullet belt or LOTMS
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
? idk
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
eh. mostly mine
14. Where did most of your money go?
clothes I guess.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
PR and other stuff
16. What song will always remind you of 2007?
I'm not sure. Hmmm
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? Way happier
ii. thinner or fatter? about the same maybe a little thinner
iii. richer or poorer? I think richer? Cuz I have a job now
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
drawing and art stuff
19.What do you wish you'd done less of?
doing nothing, staring at the walls, being unproductive
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
I SPENT Christmas at my house, bored, with my family
22. Did you fall in love in 2007?
?
23. How many one-night stands?
none XD
24. What was your favorite TV program?
The Office and mythbusters
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
I try not to hate people
26. What was the best book you read?
Not sure. HP7 maybe?
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
A ton of stuff. I'd say Aiden or The Used
28. What did you want and get?
? When?
29. What did you want and not get?
To meet mcr lol :( one day!
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
HP5 was good...hmmmm.....Sweeny Todd!
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
17, wishing I was at the mcr concert and hating chicken with all my heart and generally being depressed.
32.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
idk
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2007?
Somewhere between goth, emo, punk, and boring called 'I don't care, I'll just wear what I like, thankyouverymuch'
34. What kept you sane?
I was unaware that I actually stayed sane.
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
FIVE GUESSES WHO XD jk
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
None. Politics is gross
37. Who did you miss?
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38. Who was the best new person you met?
:):):):):):):):)
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2007.
uhhhhhhhhhhhhh
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
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[Dec. 28th, 2007|11:28 am] |
Merry, er, belated Christmas!! XD
oops. Yeah I've been pretty busy. But Christmas was good, I got a digital camera! And some white vans that I want to paint, but I can't think of what I want to do. Oh well, I'll come up with something. I've also gained a couple pounds which makes my mom happy but w/e I don't even care anymore. Ooo and I got Conviction by Aiden which is beyond awsome and Lies for the Liars by The Used which is irratatingly amazing. |
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[Dec. 15th, 2007|10:11 am] |
Don't you hate it when you work on something for a long time and you go to finish it and it starts turning out like crap ;_; aoerj asdfa weras f I've had this painting in my head for months and it won't turn out!! Oh well.
The last week has been absolutely lovely, if you were wondering :3 I can no longer say I've never been on a date! :O
Damnit, I'm only 114 lbs >:( I think that means I'm underweight. GRRR. I eat! Why do I keep losing weight?? |
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[Nov. 25th, 2007|03:19 pm] |
For some reason I believed my sister when she said getting up at 5 in the morning on Black Friday was a good idea. I got some cool stuff though ( I spent over 75 dollars! :O)
Purple plaid stockings from Macy's for 8$ and a tan skirt from Forever 21 for 6$ that looked A LOT longer in the dressing room XD *lolslut*
(The guy working forever 21 was awsome. He had eyeliner and his hair was a cross between emo hair and a mohawk. It was increidble)
Red skinny pants from Macy's for 15$ and a bullet belt from Hot Topic for 26$.
I have wanted a bullett belt for SO LONG. My mom hates it XD
And the guy working at Hot Topic was crazy. He had a top hat, and eyeliner and contact lenses so one eye was super light blue and the other had an x for the pupil and black lipsitck and a crazy pinstirpe shirt and black pants with all sorts of buckles and whatnot hanging off of it and platform boots. I wanted to ask to get my picture taken with him XD
I also got a wallet from Claires for 8$, four headbands from Claires for 8$, a necklace for my friend for her birthday for 6$. I thinks thats it. Oh and some yummy Starbucks for about 3$ (gift card paid for some of it)
Overall, it was pretty successful- I got a bullet belt and saw two different guys wearing guyliner.
Then again, I went to get new shirts and got none. *fail* |
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[Nov. 11th, 2007|06:58 pm] |
http://catdragongrl.deviantart.com/art/DECEMBERUNDERGROUND-69556336
YAY!
For some reason I decided to paint every little damn detail in this with ink, until I realized I had a fine tip pen XD I R SMRT GUIZE
In other news, I sent a (very respectful) email to my dance teachers about how I feel I haven't been treated to fairly this year (It's my last year for God's sake) and asking what I can do to improve. They haven't responded yet and I really hope they don't say anything to me on moday because I'll probably start crying if they do :/ Just everytime I think about how hard I try and how much I've sacrificed and how hard it is to put myself out there for them, and then how they don't even seem to notice or care I get really upset. All I want to know is, did I do something wrong? I go to every damn optional performance, I never complain or gossip about them, I don't talk durring class or disobey any rules, I'm always on time and ready for class, I know my dances, I work for them for God's sake, I work hard, I'm respectful and helpful, I almost never sit out even when I feel like I'm going to puke, and I almost never miss class, even if it means giving up a chance at a scholorship or aplying to MIT. What else do they want from me?
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[Nov. 10th, 2007|04:41 pm] |
I've been thinking about it for a long time and I really want to dye my hair black with red tips. It's not to dramatic- my hair is already dark dark brown, and I think I have the right cut/style to pull it off. All I'd need is a can of black spray on color so I could cover it up for dance performances. My mom really doesn't want me to- she says it'll give the impression that I do drugs and had a miserable childhood?
I'm almost finished with a couple art thingies. They will be up soon, I promise :] |
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[Nov. 7th, 2007|09:13 pm] |
I swear, James Jean must just.....OOZE amazingness. Every time I look at is art I'm completely blown away.
You could probably become a better artist just by standing close to him. All that talent can't be contained in one body, it must radiate or something.
http://www.jamesjean.com |
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[Nov. 3rd, 2007|04:36 pm] |
Crap I forgot to post a happy birthday Frank (on the 31st) So happy birthday! <3 :] (stfu I know he'll never read this, it's the thought that counts) I bought a cupcake after school to celebrate. I should do a drawing of my outfit since I forgot to take a pic. It was pretty spiffy.
Umm. Crap, I had something really exciting to say and I forgot it ;_;
Well, I finally got paid! That's pretty exciting. My job is so boring.
And I finally got some time to draw last night! Nothing finished yet, but it's getting there.
Um. |
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